The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

I am proud of myself!!!

Firstly, I slept from 9 pm till subuh..Heh..

Secondly, I didnt even take out DH's busyuk top to sleep with..I was about to actually but the bed was too comfy to get off.. :P

Yesterday after DH left, I proceeded to change bedsheets and do laundry..I was grumpy cos DH was topless the whole Sunday so how can I get a tshirt that has his smell!! Takkan nak peluk shorts dier!! Hahaha!!! I was ecstatic when I saw, not 1 but 2 tops..1 is actually a singlet la but I was happy!!! Grabbed those two and put at 1 corner and giggled myself silly.. :P

Thirdly, I am very proud of myself for not wailing as much as I did the previous time DH went for his reservist..

I did cry but it was under control.. :P

The one person that made me strong and made me think positively was my Peanut..I know Peanut can sense my emotions..Peanut was being very entertaining yesterday with his/her nudges/kicks/rolls and whatnots..I was sad though when it was night time cos that is the time DH would bond with Peanut..He would talk to Peanut, gently caress and poke part of my tummy and Peanut would respond to that exact spot..*kick* To that, DH will squeal in delight (Yup, DH does squeal when he is excited.. :P) and proceed with more pokes and rubs..

So yesterday night, somehow I could feel that Peanut was waiting for my DH..Peanut was waiting to hear his voice, to feel his pokes/rubs..Peanut grew impatient and started to kick furiously..Hehehe..There was like a storm in my tummy!!

Poor Peanut..To that, I cried..Pitying my Peanut, who was eagerly waiting for DH..

Ooohh..Goodness me..

I think Peanut's psychic!!

Peanut gave me one hard kick and then, DH called!!!

I told DH and he was the one who called Peanut psychic first..Hehehe..

Right now, Peanut's dancing..Peanut's a real good entertainer..So much so that I cannot wait to bite his/her cheeks when Peanut pops out! :)

So yeah, I feel this time round, when DH went for his reservist, I feel much calmer and in control of my emotions..The main reason is cos of our Peanut..The last time, I couldn't really feel Peanut..Now I can and Peanut soothes me..

Everything I do is for Peanut..I try not to cry so as not to upset Peanut and I keep replaying happy moments with DH in my mind to calm myself..:)

So far so good..

I am in control..

Few more days till the weekends..

1 more day till I see Peanut!

Peanut, Mak Long said you are big!!

Heheheeee..

Poor me..Eversince I could not see my feet, I do not know how big I've grown..

Its always other people who would see me and tell me how big my tummy is..

So it was Mak Long who told me yesterday..

I wonder how big Peanut really is now..I am getting more frequent simpul biawaks, especially in the mornings..My feet are swollen..I am constantly thirsty, cold drinks please!! I am having a sweet tooth too..

I can't wait for tomorrow's checkup!!

DH, do not worry..I will update you about Peanut's development..

Adios!!

Got to eat!! I'm hungry!! :P