Feelin much better now..nose 90% not blocked..throat still a lil coarse.. =P
Went out wit family(except Aziqa-she went 4 a taufik craze)..Roamed @ centerpoint to get daddy's winter clothes..Daddy is goin to China dis sundae for his work..His visa is for 4 months so he may come back in a month or two or so..will definitely miss him loads..Daddy's company gives him an allowance of $2k to get his winter clothes n other necessities..woo hoo!! Me n my sis went nuts when we were at Timberland..hehehe!! We spend $1.6 k ther..Money well-spent, I muz say..den we headed to my aunt's house @ bedok to solat..
I wanted to take its pic n it's busy sniffin my phone..hehehe..
Scratch scratch!!
Meooww..come Pegasus..come to mummy.. =P
Caught ya!! luurve dis gentle giant..Pegasus is so gentle..when I carry or harrass him, he dun even show his nails n try to scratch me..He juz meow pitily hopin tat I will let him go..which I didnt till my mum screamed abt me gettin my blouse full of his fur..hahaha!!
Found ya!! Tryin to hide from me, issit?? hahaha!!
Playin wit my bro..
pls dun disturb me.. =P
When I was @ my aunt's house, I found out yet another disappointin news..She asked her eldest son as when he wan to get married..He told her of e year n she told him tat its e same year tat I intend to wed too..She said, 'Maner bole 2 sedara kawin same tahun. Nanti kena jemput sedare 2 kali. Tak manis.' I dun even noe tat such superstition or tradition exists..I found out tat she has actually talked to my mum way before n my mum agreed without even consultin me..so basically, my aunt was doin me a favour..if she hadnt told me, up till now, I wun noe tat actually I will be sharin my weddin..
Till now, I juz couldnt contain my shock..I noe my parents will help out wit e finances of e weddin n all but to share my once in a lifetime weddin wit another cuzzin n nt tellin me abt it..Is tat fair?? Dis is my weddin, we r talkin abt..not some birthdae party..I voiced out to daddy n all I got was silence..mummy has agreed n nothin can change tat..
As we were goin home, I kept silent n reli thot this thru..My aunt said she juz wanted to tumpang abg M's frenz as guests n since we haf e same relatives, dey can come n attend both weddings @ e same time..With this sharing of weddings in mind, my parents more or less decided tat dey will hold my wedding @ e CC nearby..
When I got home, I told dearie..He was very upset..I could understand y u r upset, dearie..But I dun haf a choice..I love dis aunt n do not wan to disappoint anyone..n furthermore, my mum alredy agreed on it..I seeked comfort n advice from my good pal, Lissa..Life's juz full of surpises..
Looks like I wun haf e fairytale endin tat I wanted..Wat I tot would be e most special day in my life wun be tat special anymore..n tat juz breaks my heart..we shld..we deserve to haf our special happy endin..
I wish to hold my simple weddin @ a voiddeck..
I wish tat mummy asks me first or at least tell me her plans of my weddin without me having to find out from others..
I wish my weddin to be special for me n dearie..
I wish..
I wish..
*sobs*
Dearie told me tat all tat haf been said or decided arent confirmed..Its still up to us..I hope so..I reli do..
*sobs*
