The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

Its down memory lane a few mins ago when my sis interviewed me for her school assignment..

What is the interview about?

Jaundice..

:(

I know that subject too well..Too close to my heart..

A few days ago, she called and asked whether I am willing to be interviewed..When I got to know it is about jaundice, flashes of images ran through my mind..Suddenly, I just teared..When she went through the questions to prepare me for the interview, I teared more..

Today, I went to KKH to visit my cousin who delivered a boy yesterday..Her ward was on the same floor as mine, but it is at the other side..I felt the chills and dear me, when we walked past the nursery, I nearly teared..My memory of the nursery is me being wheeled out from the ward when I was discharged, stopping momentarily outside the nursery, waving goodbye to my daughter who was going through phototheraphy and could not be brought to me for one last hug or kiss..So can you imagine my trauma.. :'(

So the interview went on well..So well that when I teared, my sis who was interviewing whilst recording a video of us, teared too.. :)

I guess I still have not gotten through the emotional trauma of Auni's jaundice..Only time heals, aye? Not for this..The pain is too great..Only Allah s.w.t knows..

What I am thankful for is that now my lil princess is jaundice free..Alhamdulillah..

Who cannot resist such a cutiepie..

Auni, Ummi loves you soooooooooo much despite the initial horrid days of separation!! :*