The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

Normally when I switch on the pc, I would see Auni's pic as its the desktop background pic..

I would say, 'Hello Sayang...'

I would spend a couple of minutes in silence, just looking at her pic..

Today was no different..

However, there is a network problem with my pc and I cant go online so I had to switch off my pc and log into DH's..

Again, I am greeted with a pic of her as DH's desktop background pic..But its a different pic..Its a pic of myself and her..

Then..Tears just flow..

I went to my blog..

Reading all the tags and felt comforted..*hugs*

Then, I reread my entries..

Tears fell again..

The more I read, the more I see her pics, the more I cry..

Come on, Alatariel..

Pull yourself together..

Everyone is depending on you to be strong and recover fast so when Baby Auni gets back, you are better..

The song being played now, 'Wait for You' by Elliot Yamin is so not helping.. :'(

Somehow, I cant bring myself to look too long at her pics..I really cant..I miss her so much..It comes to the point that I cant look at my DH too long too..Cos she looks so much like him..It scared him yesterday when I was talking and looking at him and tears fell..

My family is staying by my side, making sure that I would not be left alone and that I would not be depressed..I think they fear that I would experience post natal depression..I am fine at the moment, just having crying moments when I think of my baby..

Today, my Mummy prepared breakfast and lunch before heading out..I was left alone, waiting for my tukang urut to come..

My Mummy was worried that I would be left alone till she gets back in the afternoon..But I reassured her that I would be fine..Reluctantly, my Mummy left and told me that my sis would be coming after school, at about 1 plus..My Mummy would come back by 1 and send my EBM to Baby Auni and then make her way to her class..

I was getting my massage when the doorbell rang..I didn't expect anyone to come..In the end, it was my MIL..Hehehe..I didn't know she is coming..

So now she is here, keeping me company..

I tell you, it can be overwhelming how much attention they give me..I feel blessed.. :)

Cant cry too much now or my MIL will get worried!! :P

Oh Darn!!

The doc is taking too long to call me.. :S

I called Baby Auni's nursery at 11..They were supposed to call me but they didn't so I had to call..The nurse told me that the doctors are still making their rounds, that is why she didn't call me..I told her to tell the doctor to call me asap when he/she is done..Look at the time now! An hour has passed since my call and noone's called me!!

I think I will call again now..Baah!!

OOOHHHHH MYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHH!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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