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About Aranel & Alatariel

Met in 1996..Gotten together in 1997..
Engaged in 2006..Married in 2007..
Basking in marital bliss..
Welcomed Baby Auni into our lives on 150708..
Blessed and in bliss..Alhamdulillah.. :)



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    Wednesday, January 02, 2008
    Oh dear..

    Today has got to be one of my bad days..

    First of all, right now as I am blogging, I feel like throwing up..


    :(

    Secondly, my head is spinning cos I couldn't get a decent sleep yesterday night..Its been happening for several nights now..

    *sobs*

    I just vomited on the study room floor and some on the computer chair..

    *sobs*

    I feel so lousy..

    I never felt this way before..Usually I just feel nauseous and I do not vomit..Now, I am like a merlion..

    Every smell will trigger..........

    *sobs*

    I just had another vomiting episode..

    The smell of the plastic bag didn't help ease my pain..It prompted me to vomit more..

    The saddest thing about this whole issue is that I am all alone..

    Just had a breakdown and cried while talking to DH on the phone.. :'(

    *sucking on mentos mint sweet*

    Seriously, the pills the doctor gave me ain't working cos firstly, I had a hard time trying to swallow them..I feel the urge to throw up the moment the pills are in my mouth..I tried to drown them in juices or even hide the pills in a banana..Nothing works..Its a miracle when I finally manage to swallow them and retain them..

    Not today..The pills came out with whatever I managed to eat today..

    My appetite is not that good lately..I basically nibble and eat in small amounts, worrying DH..He always insist that I finish whatever that is on the plate but I will tell him that I have no appetite and I fear that I will vomit them all out..I know that I am supposed to eat 6 small meals, well spread out during the day..Believe me when I say that I tried..I tried so darn hard..But I cannot finish the meals and I ended up with mild gastric.. :(

    Nevetheless..The pain I am going through..Its all worth it when I see the latest development of my Little One..

    Look at my Little One @ 9 weeks.. :)


    The only diff is that this is taken from an ectopic pregnancy..

    I will survive this phrase..3 more weeks till my first trimester is over and my discomforts will cease as the pregnancy hormones decrease..InsyaAllah..

    Hang on, Alatariel..3 more weeks..

    Oh Little One, Mummy loves you very much,despite of everything..


    Really I do.. :)