The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

Sobs..

Today marks the day when our pantang officially begins..

Yea, you heard it, right..We agreed to abide to the pantang..ARGH!!!!!

I was mulling over it for a few days..On Sunday, I met Darling and we talked about it..The old generation must have this pantang for a reason..Most definitely, it will reduce our sins..It shall make us more erm ghairah for our wedding..heh..

You should have seen our last parting moment..I was crying buckets..He was caressing (meaning: A gentle touch or gesture of fondness, tenderness, or love..don't think so pervertedly!!) my hand, shoulder..I cried more..It was such a heartbreaking moment..Our last moment together and there I was crying my eyes out..I stopped sobbing and he wiped away my last tears..Then, he said,'I will be missing you.' I bawled..My tears couldn't stop then..He had to keep wiping them off..

I kept holding onto him..Refusing to let go..*sobs*

We gave each other a final bear hug and he tenderly kissed my forehead, saying that the next time he sees me, the feeling will be awesome..I hope so, Darling..

Oh before that heartbreaking goodbye, we had a fantastic time..

I cooked!!! I made ayam masak merah..My first ever..Once I made it, I asked Darling to come over..He was busy, finishing his assignment that was due on that day..He came soon after and I fed him..Hehehe..I've always enjoyed feeding him..And that was my last time..*sobs*

As I was feeding him, he kept quiet..Yea, I know we are not supposed to talk when we are eating but he was awkwardly silent..Usually, he would comment on my cooking..So after he was fed, I asked him..He said it was delicious!! I asked why he didn't say anything when he was eating..He said its cos he was enjoying the food that I cooked..awwww..He is such a sweetie pie..I kept asking him if my cooking was nice, acceptable, spicy..He kept assuring me that it was sedapppp.. :D

I asked him to rate it 1 out of 10..Guess how much he rated my cooking!!

10!!!!!!!!!! I was so surprised!! He is one tough judge, I tell you..When I assumed my cooking was good, he would give 7 or 8..This time, he gave me a full score!! YAY!!!!!!

Darling told me that he is confident that I can cook well..Its just that I have not much experience..I corrected him that its not experience..Its exposure..Hehehe.. :D

My sis cooked macaroni soup too..That's delicious too!

We both discussed that though we rarely cook, but when we do, our dishes are yummy and edible..Unlike my maid who cooks everyday and yet her cooking still tastes like crap..Hahaha!!

Oh..Darling and me headed to TM for our last date..There were so many people!! Though, it was a public holiday, a lot of shops were open!! These people work during Labour Day holiday?? Such irony..

Anyway, it was so crowded that we headed to B1 of TM to avoid the crowd..As we were passing by all the eateries, I told Darling I might as well do my grocery shopping at NTUC..We went there and my Darling carried the basket..The feeling was so fuzzy..Darling talked about us when we are married and going shopping for our groceries..He said that he would get us a bike with a basket each so we can go grocery shopping at the NTUC at the CC near our home and place our groceries in the baskets..Hehehe..But Darling, have you forgotten that Giant is nearby? :)

Darling sent me home and I packed stuffs for him to bring back home..Then, we said our last goodbye..*sobs*

You may not understand how much heartache I am feeling now..

My heart is really aching..

I have been with him since I was in Sec 1..Classmates for our 4 years of secondary school life..We've gotten together in Sec 2 (I was still 13 cos I was born in Dec and we've gotten together in August)..Hehehe..

The only time I am separated with him was when he had to go to Taiwan for a month during his NS days..*sobs*

Darling always turns red and runs away when I am being very affectionate..Hehehe..That is why I think I am like Pucca and he is Garu (Pucca's love)..Check out this website!

Pucca loves to kiss Garu and Garu will turn bright red..Just like Darling!! :D

No more kisses..No more hugs..*sobs*

I want my honeyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I guess the next time we will meet is during..

:)

Thats exactly one month from today..

Darling, I am counting down the days till I finally get to see you again..Once we meet then, we shall never ever part again..Unless you are called in for reservist..Now that would be another different story..

PS: I love you..