The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

First few days of work were such an experience!!!

First Day: 90% of my 23 nursery kiddies cried..A few vomitted..One vomitted @ me 3 times!!!! :x

2nd Day: 80% cried..None vomitted @ me..Phew!!

3rd Day: 30% cried..Wat a big diff..Y was there such a diff? Cos I took out all those who werent cryin to e dramatic corner which was out of the classroom..Those who were cryin were left inside e class wit some staff..Heh..Btw, on e 3rd day, parents/grandparents werent allowed in..Some are so e toot!! U noe ur child/grandchild is goin to skool..Y didnt u prepare them for skool? They come to skool, unprepared, screamed bloody murder when u left(with our request!)..Some even came back!! Ai yo yo!! How to let ur child/grandchild be independent! Havin more than 12 children cryin is not a funny joke..I had to be extremely patient, even when I had shoes thrown at me, hokay!

Cobaan..Alhamdulillah, its all over..for now..Come Monday, the wailing shall start again..Dis time, the class is as per normal(2 hrs)..Nt an hr long like dis week..Oh Allah s.a.w, pls give me strength and lots of patience! Amin..

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Every day, I become more and more nervous..

From and including: Saturday, January 6, 2007
To, but not including : Saturday, June 2, 2007

It is 147 days from the start date to the end date, but not including the end date

Or 4 months, 27 days excluding the end date

*faints*

Yesterdae, I went to my aunt's hse..She cooked asam pedas(her cookin is power!!) My mum kept naggin on how fat I am..Tat I should nt eat..Tat I shld exercise more..Tat I shld fast..

I was sooooo pissed..I noe I am definitely nt skinny, nor am I so fat..Chubby or gendut(like Darlin calls me) is more like it..

Mum nagged n nagged till my aunt told me to stand and wan to c for herself cos I was wearin a 'kembang' skirt and tat will show if I am truly so fat..My aunt scolded my mum n told her tat I wasnt fat..In fact, she oso scolded my mum for nt lettin me eat..She insisted I ate(which I did anyway cos I missed her cookin, gi London 6 bulan, camaner tak rindu!)..

Mum nagged abt me nt fastin, which I replied curtly tat I am havin my period..Shall fast when my period ends..She complained abt me nt exercisin..I replied tat I haf a personal trainer(Darlin!)..Nak menjawab ajer aku eh..Hehehe!! Bt wat to do!! E nagging & complainin neva stopped!! I almost lost my appetite to eat..Mum, I noe u r anxious for me bt U shld reli stop all these naggin n complainin..Firstly, it hurts me..2ndly, naggin n complainin will give u sore throat..

So I promised to myself..I definitely wan to look & feel good..Nt juz on my weddin day, bt for every day of my life..Will not hear negative comments from others & work on lookin n feelin good.. :)

Our first 2007 pic..I love it!!

A book tat my mum bot for me(muz be on 1 of her gd days)..It was sold @ a mosque charity event..Goin for onli $2..Original price of $25.75..

Btw on friday, my sis fetched me from work and gave me a shock!! In e car, was 100 bunga rampai for my weddin!!!!!!!

*faints*

An aunt who insists on sponsorin for bunga rampai has bot them and now they are in my house!!

Goodness!!

I was dumbfounded when I saw them..I was speechless when I held 1 on my hand..

A lot of emotions were in me..I was scared..Happy..Shocked..Scared cos suddenly, I felt tat I wasnt ready..Happy cos its remindin me tat I am gettin married to my one true love..Shocked cos my weddin is still far away and I alredy gotten my bunga rampai(which is made of potpourri and theres a bottle of citrus scent, in case, e smell fades)

I wanna show pics of e bunga rampai bt Photobucket is actin up again so tat shall wait till e next entry..

Yea, I am still in shock..

:o

Tata!