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About Aranel & Alatariel

Met in 1996..Gotten together in 1997..
Engaged in 2006..Married in 2007..
Basking in marital bliss..
Welcomed Baby Auni into our lives on 150708..
Blessed and in bliss..Alhamdulillah.. :)



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    Monday, August 28, 2006
    So much to write abt but I'm havin a writer's block..heh..

    An update on my weddin preparations: gonna meet a potential photographer/videographer this week..gettin rather excited.. :)

    BUT..

    There are times when I feel some sadness..angry..there were times when I juz break down n cry..there are times when me n abg had our misunderstandings n I questioned myself..am I reli ready..

    Ready in terms of becoming a good wife..a good dotter in law since I'll be stayin wit abg's family after our wedding..

    Mummy has been a great help in this area..normally, I'll put on a deaf ear when she's naggin..heh..but nowadays, I've been listenin to her a lot..so much tat wateva she has advised me, has such an impact tat wheneva I reflect on it, I cry..

    Engagement time is wonderful..plannin for ur biggest day in ur life..amidst all the excitement, nail biting plannin experience, I haf to admit tat our misunderstandings/arguments are gettin more serious.. :(

    I haf been so touchy..so moody..sometimes, I juz cant take it when abg tegur me abt somethin I did tat he doesnt fancy, I juz explode..I dun normally behave dis way..I haf to admit abg had n maybe still am having a tuff time tryin to calm dis raging monster in me..wat is makin me so unstable..so emotional..

    Maybe its dis constant feelin tat I am not good enuf..I am tryin very hard to change myself for e better such as mellowing my headstrong character(mummy's advice to me)..I am willing to do wateva it takes to be a betta person..but there are times when I feel enuf is enuf..wat else do u wan from me?! :(

    There are nites after some misunderstandings when I cry myself to sleep..most nites, I cant sleep bt I dun tell abg..all I want is comfort n nt being left alone..    can u pls be more patient wit me..too much to ask?..I duno..

    Cubaan..But I redha..I hope we'll get thru dis challenging phrase as smoothly as we can,k love? InsyaAllah..

    Meanwhile, I am feelin rather lonely now..beta turn in..wishin abg is here wit me..I juz hate dis loneliness.. :(