The Lives of 2 beautiful souls + 1 more..*love*

I was gettin a lil betta..until todae..

I guessed u reli reli haf tested me..

I was on mc for 2 days..mondae n tuesdae..came back to skool on wednesdae n received lukewarm response from her..my co-teacher..she asked how was I, whether I feel beta..I noe its wasnt sincere..u can sense such things..

We talked..we r nt mortal enemies..I talked as she is my co-teacher, we need to be professional for e sake of e children's education(tat was wat I feel anyway)..We need to discuss abt lesson plans, art activities for fridae, etc..

This week was her week to plan art activities for all 3 levels..She, herself wasnt sure of wat she wanted to do so I had to help plan..juz when I tot I could rest my tired mind..

Her proposal for e art & craft lessons:
K2: insect bracelet(her choice)
K1: a snake(she suggested bt duno how to do..haiz)
Nursery: Farm animal's mask..

As I had a lil time off yesterdae, I tried makin e snake craft, using paper plate, which I succeeded in makin..alhamdulillah..

I showed her n she asked me to teach her, which I did..I proceeded wit tearin papers from magazines to decorate my snake..

Wat I didnt expect was dis..I came to work todae to discover tat she was on mc..immediately i was thinkin abt tomolow, silently prayin tat her mc is onli for a day..I reli do not want to handle her part of the art lesson..remembered my previous entry..haiz..

I was told tat she took paper plates home to draw e snake outlines on them..I breathed a sigh of relief..waiit..if she took e plates home, it also means tat she has alredy planned to take mc todae!! she didnt look sick yesterdae..haiz..

After conductin lessons, I smsed her n asked her if she took all e paper plates n my snake! YES!! I cant find my snake!! I wanted to continue decoratin it! So do u tink she replied?? nooo..I even called her..as predicted, she didnt ans..

N the unthinkable happened..my principal came to me n handed me e paper plates..I was like 'what'..Principal told me tat she called her n told her to pass me e paper plates..wth!!!

My principal asked me to y I smsed her abt e paper plates..I explained tat I was wonderin if she is doin e snake outlines onli for her chinese students or for e whole class..If she is doin juz for her chinese pupils, then I will be in deep trouble cos I tot she took all the paper plates home so I haf no chance to do e snake outlines for my malay students..

Den another shock..she is on mc tomolow too..WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXCUSE ME!!! I AM UR CO-TEACHER N U GOT E NERVE NOT TO TELL ME TAT U R TAKIN MC, KNOWIN TAT I WILL DEFINITELY HAF TO DO UR WORK WHEN U R AWAY!!!!!!!!
HOW MEAN CAN U BE!!!! U KNEW U R ON MC, U NOE TAT I WILL HAF TO DO UR WORK N U DUN EVEN CONTACT ME!! LEAVIN ME TO DO UR SHIT!!!!

BAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Principal told me tat she came to her office yesterdae, wit her snake craft in her hand..showin off wat the children will be doin..now now now..her snake craft?? its mine..principal didnt look pleased when she knew abt tat..

When I heard all of tat from my principal, my heart fell..my head suddenly became light..my eyes..well..lets juz say I am so hurt tat tears welled up..I dun let them fall as children were arnd me n I dun wan them to panic..

Principal asks if I can manage e whole school tomolow, all levels, all sessions..ther will be a relief teacher bt ultimately I will be in charge..

On my way home, I wept silent tears..I was also askin God to give me strength to overcome such challenges..

Well, I am tired now..emotionally, physically, mentally..

But one thing remains clear in my mind..she is leavin..she tendered her resignation on mondae while I was on mc n was told by principal to reconsider n give her final ans tomolow..well, apparently her mind is made up..

now..is dis a blessin in disguise?..I hope so..I pray so..for I cannot stand anymore of this if it is to happen again..there is juz tat much I can take as a human and I haf my limitations..

*wipes tears away*